Every now and then, I mourn not having a sister.
I even get angry.
When I hear my friends talking about their sister(s), what they did with them, how much they love them, etc...
It's selfish, I know, but there is just something inside of me that hurts. I know the Lord's will is best and perfect, and He has blessed with some wonderful friends and family and I am so thankful for my relationship with my brother.
It still just hurts sometimes.
When I want to call her and cry on her shoulder...
Ask her to run errands with me...
Ask her to babysit my child for me....and vise versa
But the Lord knew best when He created my family. And I find comfort in that. As I sit here, I can feel His arms around me.
This morning as I was working around the house, I was trying to figure out why I'm in such a irritated mood. I'm blaming it on the pregnancy hormones. :-)Yes, that's right, we are expecting our 2nd child. Lord willing, March 5. (ish) (It will probably be the 16th, my luck....) ok ok snap out of it Beth!
You may now put away your violins. I'm done with my pity party.
